MERRY CHRISTMAS!

and have a safe new years eve night, and a great new year.

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So i have now changed my outlook on life. N from now on im just gona do w/e i want to be happy n hopefully it works out. N rly i dont care what ppl say to me about what i want.

Swimmin is goin better bcuz its now just me workin for me bcuz coach has made me mad, n until he apologizes im still gona be kinda mad at him. 12 days of x-mas started saturday.. Yuck... today was Marathon Monday.. its was long... we did a broken mile, it sucked.. n then 3x500s n 4x400 IMs.. n it was just long... but un goin for top 3 in the 100,000 yard thing this year. which is gona be hard since bcuz coach doesnt think i work hard, so im not in the lane that does more yardage like i was last year. But o well, im gona make it up...

** THIS THURSDAY!!! come see us swim at Highland Hills, the new middle school 4 floyd... its gona be a BIG meet.. n we need u to come!!!... its gona be a close one too.**

Schools been one big experience, n im not even gona get into that bcuz its rly messed up. N what i want, is pretty much the opposite of what lots of other ppl want for me, but guess what i dont care!...Well im gona go... Much Love <3 MLE

First home swim meet was today... thanks to all of our supporters lol... it was a lot of fun. between the fighting w/ sarah (fake fights), to sittin in andys spit which was SO nasty, n then abrar just made us laugh all through diving... it was great... all 4 of my events got 1st!WO!... 200 medley relay, 200 IM which i won w/ a 223... not too bad considering i won by 10 sec so i had no1 next to me to race... n then the 200 free relay which was awesome, n then the 100 breast which i won w/ a lifetime best time i believe... it was great.. Next home meet is next tuesday against silver creek... i mean yea id say to come (it will be a good laugh) but out of all the meets to miss id say miss this one... i say we win by ATLEAST 100... yea its kinda sad...

So today SUCKED!!!!! ive never had a day so bad in my life! ... first off, had to swim in the morning n was runnin late... didnt leave my house till 527.. n i usually leave at 522, so that sucked...had to miss all of lifeguarding to take pics for hyphen n run ALL over the school to get batteries, in my heels, i had blisters n it hurt... ppl kept takin my straightener while we were getting ready, chemistry... I HATE MR.FARR... he cant teach, well he can in his own lil way i guess, but not in the way for us to learn n then fights w/ us... yea i definatly got a 9/20 on my folder bcuz he started grading in a different way w/o tellin us i swear...so he made my day even worse... ... algebra, failed my test 4 sure... hawkins, the normal lol.. n it was FREEZIN... after the meet had to spend like 45 min w/ abrar, OMG. But the meet was good so that made it a lil better.

Well im gona get off of here n go to bed... after i finish watchin the real world.. im SO upset that its over!!! o well... ttyl, much love <3MLE

Happy Thanksgiving!!! i <3 food! lol... today has been pretty great. went to my sisters for food. me, my mom, n dad got there early to help um fix the food... n i got yelled at a lil bcuz i wouldnt get out from in front of the oven... it was COLD though! n that was like the only warm spot lol... n then i went n played w/ the lizard, n the hamster, n even the bird... lol its a pet farm there!.. n then this lil dog came, n it was SOO cute!!! i want a LITTLE dog.. even smaller than my lil dog right now... speakin of, thats my new picture..I <3 Sugar lol (OMG good times w/ jenna!! lol)... yea my dogs hot what can i say.

um yesterday SUCKED! every1 was yellin at me!... chemistry, mr.farr was bein STUPID. he was teachin this thing the hard way (cuz i kno how to do it) so the ppl in the class wernt understandin it... so me, just bein nice, was like um mr. farr why dont u show the easy way to do it bcuz they are all confused... n no, he was like blah blah i want them to kno this way n im the teacher so ill teach how i want.... OOOO i was MAD... so i was just like fine, let them all fail... n then he tried to be all cool n just laugh n be like haha when ur a teacher u can teach it that way n then said some nice stuff to me... n i was like um no ur not funny, so that just made my day worse... I wish sarah could have been there! but no shes probably on the beach in florida right now...o well lol... n then mr.bowen thought it was funny to not let me go to the bathroom even though at the beginning of class he said i could.. n then hawkins is just hawkins n likes to be mean to every1... n then coach tried to start stuff w/ me bcuz i had to leave 30 min early to go to work.. n i was like oh no dont even bcuz i will leave right now 2 hours early.. so that wasnt cool... n then the white castle ppl took like 30 min to give me my food, n then didnt have the lid on my big red so it spilled all in my car.. but i got it cleaned um.. i was SOOO mad!... but yea lol...

Back to today!... 1 month till x-mas eve!... im excited... SHOPPING!!! SALES!!! YAY!!!... well i gtg get my stuff ready for tomorrow.. i gotta swim from 8-11, n then go get my hair done.. im excited bcuz its been lookin bad for the last like month n i just havent had time to go get it done... but finally i get to go a lil darker like ive been wanting, so im excited... lol... well GtG! Much Love! <3 MLE

**** come to the first home swim meet on Tuesday!!! jeff Vs Seymour!.. 6pm!*****